My Life in these 14 Years as a Development Officer has been a full Circle...
Life is full of Glorious Uncertainties…
The Unforgettable Probationary Days...
The Enjoyable Comfort Zone Of a Confirmed Development Officer.
The feeling of being United by Joining NFIFWI.
The Transformation from an Ordinary Comrade to a Maverick RTI Expert.
The Crossing Of Prescribed Cost Ratio.
The Facing of two Disciplinary Enquiries.
The Termination Of Agents from 50 Agents to 12 Agents remaining.
The Perseverant struggles form running as an Independent Candidate for the Post Of Joint Secretary.
The Unbelievable Election and getting elected as Joint Secretary NFIFWI Nagpur Division.
The Unconstitutional Expulsion from a Comrade Leader to a Non Member.
The Great Boycott to a Non Member.
The Harassment by Comrade Leaders.
The Caveats Of High Court by then General Secretary to my home and office.
The Already Pending Disciplinary Enquiries.
The feeling of neglected, ignored and humiliated.
The Disturbed Family life.
Again becoming of a PDO and retrieving, reminiscing and living the Memorable Days Of Probation, starting from the scratch.
The innumerable downfalls.
The Small Successes
Then the Magical year 2017 Came and God Smiled at me...
My Agency Organisation started growing from 12 to 80 to 95 Agents.
The Stigma Of Non Incentive earner have had always haunted me in these eight years...
The Policies went on increasing from 365 Polices in Appraisal Year 2016-2017 to 1300 in 2017-2018 Policies to 2700 Policies in 2018-2019 and in 2021-2022 it went to 3,400 Policies and from 100th Rank I Climbed on to Top 5 Development Officers in Nagpur Division and in top 10 Development Officers in Western Zone.
The Cost Ratio Of 32 % in 2016-2017 to Cost Ratio Of 8.49% in 2017-2018 to Cost Ratio of 5.65 % in 2018-2019 and in the Year 2021-2022 , God was really kind and smiling at me with an astonishing Cost Ratio of 4.8 %…
From Non Incentive Earner for 7 Years to Incentive earner Of 7 Lakhs in 2017-2018 to an unbelievable Incentive Of 20 Lakhs in feb ending Appraisal Year 2021-2022…
From Development Officer to an SBA...
I thought I was living a Dream but…
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The Year 2023…
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On my Appraisal Month of FEB I was Diagnosed with 4th Stage BUCAL CANCER…
4 March 2023…After a 13 Hr Long Surgery, My Tongue was Cut my Lower JAW was Removed, my Limp nodes were Cut, my Teeth Removed, my Bone and flesh was removed from my Right Leg and re-constructed on my Mouth…
SURVIVED…
CHEMO AND RADIATION STARTED…
My Weight got reduced from 80 to 60 Kgs…
As I write the future is uncertain…
But…
PICTURE ABHI BAKI HAIN…
In our Pain we find our Greatest Power…
Some Grief has passed…I feel I will be ready for the World in times to come…
Till then I will end words by few lines of Robert frost
The woods are lovely, dark and deep
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
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